I’m stripping down to the bone
I no longer feel at home in the whirlwind
I didn’t mean to hurt you, or anyone
I have no reason to complain
Maybe I was wrong, and still am
There’s more birds in the trees now
There’s more tears dripping from the sky
Hiding those tears behind my heart
I want you I don’t want you
I can’t remember when I changed
I know things I shouldn’t know about
I have not yet learned my lesson
I keep making the same mistake
Feeling like I’ve found something
It’s never the end of the journey, never
Let me stop trying to relax
Let me not live in Fear
Let me understand
I’m just talking to myself
Again, with tender, burned skin
It will heal, won’t it?
Am I still not yet awake?
What is the most pressing issue?
I want to leave and come back changed.
I want to stop
Who you are. At the bone. Lovely and lovable. It's ok to question the world at large and where we feel comfortable, fitting in. It would be really nice to share the lovely bone with someone. Still here, steady and willing to share their lovely bone too. It's all about that base. Things in life do happen. It changes us in big ways. Things we can't control. So why not enjoy someone lovely and see what comes next. No need to fear and worry. It quite possibly be the best that's yet to come. Simply open the door and welcome in!
Beautiful and sad. Wish I could give you a a big hug!