First I have to complain about this, and mention it to you all, because it’s giving me murderous impulses… I’ve been hacked. A long time ago, I’m pretty sure— I think I get rid of them when I run my scans (daily), but it seems that when I go into Facebook (Farcebark, FuckBorg, Failbunk, etc.), I “catch” them again. Hmmm, not going there today or maybe ever!
I think it started with Facebook (surprise!). Apparently the sneaky little shit got into my email and stopped some outgoing emails from going out (not in my Sent Folder), and who knows about ones coming IN. I hate this, I hate that someone can do this, and I’m now going to have to figure out what to do about it. Anybody reading this who knows my email address, YOU ARE WARNED. I’ll let you know here on this post when it’s safe again. If I ever find out who they are, it’s lawsuit time. I do wish I had the talents of Lisbeth Salander, of the novel The Girl With The Dragon Tattoo.
I’m a long-time FB user, and I knew from the get go that it was a CIA site, that they ruthlessly mine and store our data and sell it for their own profit, without either permission or even notification. I use an ad-blocker; they put ads directly into my “news feed.” Ha, “news feed” in a pig’s eye. Propaganda Feed is more like it. And I expect ruthless censorship, “shadow banning,” little AI games, and general Fuckery, for being an outspoken truth-teller about the Global Coup d’Etat.
Speaking about outspoken truth telling… I’m not much of a coward, myself. I have far too much outrage waiting on pins & needles for that. Yes, I try very hard to let rationality rule my heart and soul, and mostly I do okay, but I ain’t no saint, not yet. Just someone who tries to be a decent person. That said, there’s a gal I’ve liked very much for a while now, Naomi Wolf. I came across her in listening to other people on videos, like Leslie Manookian, who is another gal I very much like. It’s good to see women fighting the good fight.
Yesterday Dr. Wolf did a Substack post in which she (almost entirely) was right on, being her usual brilliant self, talking about bravery and how a bunch of (mostly) men were emailing her and basically making lame excuses for why they couldn’t come forward and say what they felt to be true about this whole virus thing, the most egregious and outrageous genocidal fraud to ever be perpetrated on the entire world ever. She was disgusted with them, cowering from exposing themselves to the Bad Guys and the corporate broom poised to sweep them out of their jobs and their cushy lives. She rightfully was put off by their lack of courage and fawning over her, while they seemed to be simultaneously asking for her blessing to slink off and keep silent when they could have joined in and have the courage to stand up and say something.
Anyone who knows me in real life or on FB knows that I am no shrinking violet by any stretch. It’s surely what got me hacked. I’m a shit-disturber, a friend once told me. It’s gotten me a fair amount of negative response, job instability, bullying, and other forms of reprisal, both in real life and on FB. It’s been a very lonely two years, especially since I know very few people that are not shunning me for what I think (know) to be the Truth, including my family, who, all but one, have basically made it clear that they consider me to be something from being stubbornly, wantonly wrong to being a conspiracy nut, mentally ill person, and tinfoil hat-wearer. Other hysterical name-calling and tantrum-throwing has ensued at various times.
I spent Christmas alone. I spent New Year’s alone. I spend a LOT of time alone. I can’t get a damn job without a damn jab or a damn face diaper. I cannot and will not do either of those. I will not stop talking about this FRAUD. I have put up with all kinds of abuse, loss of income, loss of friends, loss of support network, etc etc, and I’m still on it, still pushing for the truth, still fighting for our Human, Civil, and Constitutional RIGHTS. At the same time, I try to have compassion for those who are terrorized into compliance (and even cruelty in response to non-compliance).
The past two years of stress and Boot-On-Neck Syndrome have finally begun to take their toll, and have worn many of us down. Fortunately now, it seems this scam is beginning to wind down, nationally, even. Maybe globally. Because the truth is coming out regardless of any hysterical freaking out by those suffering from Mass Formation Psychosis, regardless of the complicity of the corporate media, regardless of the evil doings of those behind it all. I have to agree with Dr. Wolf in saying that I’m pretty fed up with all the punishing and sometimes cruel treatment by those I know to be terrified/terrorized, while those of us who are standing up for Truth are vilified and pushed down. After so much abuse, one tends to lose some of the compassion required. Sigh.
Anyway, I was a subscriber to her Substack Blog, this wonderful blog post Dr. Wolf put out there, and there, in the TITLE, she puts “I’m Not Brave— You’re Just A P___y” Yeah, we all know what that is, right (Pussy, got it?) ? I couldn’t believe my eyes. Now, I will be the first to admit that I am perhaps one of the all-time most unapologetic potty-mouths EVER. I CAN and DO curb it waaaaay back when I write, because I can SEE it, LOL. It’s not that I’m a clean-talker at all. It’s that I strongly object to equating a bunch of (mostly) men— sniveling to Naomi Wolf about how they’re afraid to get fired or whatever— to WOMEN’S genitalia. Fuckin’ A!!! If I’m going to insult someone, I try to use NEUTRAL TERMS, like say, “asshole.”
It’s not even applicable, in my opinion, because how exactly are women’s genitals cowardly, exactly? I would say it’s the exact opposite! I would say HEROIC, even. I’ve never had a baby, but I have played a mother on TV, and I know it ain’t for sissies. I can just see MEN trying to have a baby, when many can barely have a cold without whining. And I liked that there were several men in the comments of the blog saying, very sweetly, “I would have said something more neutral, like ‘wimp.’” Uh, yeah, Naomi! Why in hell do you have to trash ALL women to make a point about wimpy MEN, I asked? She was throwing herself, and all women, right into the shit pile of misogyny. And so I said so, though not in those particular words. I tried to be really nice about it. I tried to explain why I objected. I probably should have been extremely brief about it. But I tried to explain it, like I’m doing now…
Well, I got one snotty little response from somebody telling me she disagreed and she was “tough enough to take it.” Kind of enhanced my point, while missing it altogether. (Sycophant! Cancelator!) But I went back later to see if there were further uproar… I was expecting it… Brave Dr. Wolf had deleted my comment. So much for all the talk about Free Speech, and being cancelled, and the Bad Guys not allowing us to hear the truth, and women rising, and so on and so on.
So, I shot her. NO! Kidding, kidding. But I did unsubscribe. That doesn’t hurt her at all, she’s quite popular, and I used to be in her fan base. Maybe I’m too rigid. Maybe I don’t bend in the wind. But I thought, really, calling these cowardly men pussies is like one black person calling another black person the N-word for being a murderer, or a thief, or a plagiarist… It’s not the same, it’s just using a derogatory insult with no real connection to CONTEXT. Plus, it’s exactly the falling into the insult about women that MEN created to begin with. The hell?!
I’m still mad, and it’s exacerbated by this gd HACKER in my stuff. Now I’m trepidatious (I CAN make up words if I wanna) about going into my email account… I WANT SOME JUSTICE RIGHT NOW YOU MUFFO RAT BASTARD PSYCHO EUGENICIST SLIMEBAGS!!!
Perhaps the real solution, and a means of satisfaction, is a PODCAST.
Muahahahahahaaaaaaaa…
My experience has been similar. I stay away from big media people generally; they have their fortresses and you don't. I get data from them on what the big media game is up to. But I keep away from groups. God gave me an aptitude for words and a talent for acting, on stage and then on camera, and with that I learned a lot that most people don't about what expression is and the borders of identity and truth. Somebody (Spenser Tracy?) said something like, "Hit your marks, face the camera and tell the truth."
You just get better and better! Now I'm scared of being hacked too - and I have no idea how to either prevent it or discover it! As for Naomi Wolf using the word "pussy" to insult men - in our society, she could have done a lot worse. She could have used the Ultimate Insult! She could have called them girls!! Do you remember what Betty White said about vaginas....“Why do people say, ‘Grow some balls’? Balls are weak and sensitive. If you really wanna get tough, grow a vagina. Those things really take a pounding!” And let's not forget that great quote - can't remember who said it, either H.L. Mencken or Mark Twain - probably both: "The one thing people hate worse than being lied to is being told they're being lied to". And my new favorite: Remember the old saying "In the kingdom of the blind, the one-eyed person is king". I finally realized only recently - not true. It should more accurately say in the kingdom of the blind, the one-eyed person is considered to be insane. I'm very blessed with a family filled with bad-ass women. But I have a son-in-law whose been banned from seeing his toddler niece (whose been vaxxed) until, unless he also submits to the Jim Jones Jab - despite his allergy to pretty much everything. Happy to say he's a bad-ass too. And finally asshole? That's for everyone? I always thought it was exclusively a male slur - it fits so many of them.